1st Night, 1st Show!!!!!!

It has been long since I had decided 2 maintain a diary of my own. But I could never muster up the courage 2 do so. But I can't let all my emotions, feelings, wishes, likes, dislikes, go unrecorded. So what will I do when I'm 40/50/60 or more & will feel like revisiting my younger self.

I never found out the idea of maintaining a diary very encouraging. Since it is bound 2 fall in2 some other's hand and that other person will know you inside out. I don't want that. Moreover the fear of my diary falling in2 others hand will bar me 4m writing my heart out. So, I inferred blogger to be my best alternative. Now why English! and not my mother tongue Bengali. Simple enough!!!! I want 2 improve my English & wht better way 2 do it than this. Everyday I expect 2 write something which'll naturally improve my understanding and feel of the lang.

So who am I. Due to obvious reasons I'll not disclose my true identity. Lets say I'm Anirban Roy(AR) from Kolkata. I am 22 & hail from a middle-class "Bangali" family with values. Every1 says so. But I mean it. Anyone who knows my family members will vouch for my statement. Anyways this is abt me & not abt my family. So enough of it. But 2 know anyone/anything, its necessary to know its background. Thus here my family comes. I'll be discussing abt my frndz & my family in d days 2 come.

Now!!!!this young man Mr. Roy has a lady in her life. I've never disclosed 2 her & i'll stating it out 4 d first time that I don't what 2 label her as. My girlfriend, best friend, fiancee or my wife. On one hand she is more than my girlfriend. But on the other hand I dont want 2 call her my fiancee. Why not????? B'coz life always takes different turns at unexpected corners. Moreover I feel like I'm not made 4 her and not the vice-versa. My views & her views 2wards life r completely at loggerheads. Moreover 4 the same reason I cant call her my best friend. Best friends should share everything & seriously its cant be done with ur GIRL.

Enough of this!!!!!!!!!! Now since this is my 1st entry, I want 2 touch every aspect of my life. The next choice is quite obvious. CAREER! Now i don't have anything gr8 2 say abt the way my career is shaping up. But I always dream 2 complete my MS in the states. I've never been a hard working guy. So, I guess now my time is up. I've 2 metamorphosize myself in2 a hardworking guy.

Today is 9th(Now it is 10th though) of July 2007. Its 2day that I tasted freedom after more than 2 long months. But I cudn't relish it 2 the fullest. As usual I was running late 4 a movie & I'd 2 hurry all d way. But then thats me. Never had been punctual & never will be. After that the movie was a dull(not literally) 1. It bored us a lot. And after that there is nothing interesting 2 mention.


N.B.:- Anything & everything written in this blog is true except 4 the names.